Not so down today...

Both my temp and my mood have gone back up. Thankfully, as I was kind of cranky yesterday. I didn't even like me much. To be honest, it got progressively worse all day long, to the point where I was almost crying in rush hour traffic. I just felt so alone. That's a terrible feeling.

As for my temp going up, it's probably a fluke. I am hoping that the crimson witch isn't playing with me, getting me psyched up about the possiblility that I'm pregnant, when really she just wants to slam me from around the next corner. And yet I still allow a tiny bit of hope in... it's just that whenever I post such hope *here*, that's the time when I'm surprised by sudden spotting, or wicked cramps, etc. So I'm not posting any hope. Just say no to hope! No, nothing but doom and gloom from me, my period will be here any second.

If it doesn't come, I will feign ignorance for a week. Maybe.