Friday, August 19, 2005

It's here.

Catherine suggested that the buildup to the actual day is probably worse than the day itself. I hope you're right.

Last night, I dreamed I was at a party with family and friends, and they were all just learning about my two losses. Everyone was very supportive, much more so than they were in real life. I don't remember much else about the dream except that, for the first time ever, I have the distinct feeling I would have been having a boy.

5 Comments:

Blogger Catherine said...

I'm thinking of you today and hoping you find some peaceful moments to yourself (I'm sorry you have to work today). There are few things about this that I understand or am sure about. But this I know...you WILL get through this day and many others after it. You are strong and beautiful and your babies were lucky to share space with you for the time that they did. You're a good mom.

8/19/2005 8:07 AM  
Blogger cat said...

Wishing you peace today. When you leave work pamper yourself with the things you love the most it doesn't make things easier but perhaps a little softer. Sending you big warm hugs.

8/19/2005 11:06 AM  
Blogger Lorem ipsum said...

Thinking of you and sending you love and peace!

8/19/2005 12:03 PM  
Blogger Kathy McC said...

Thinking of you today. (((hugs)))

8/19/2005 4:13 PM  
Blogger Jill said...

Hope you have survived the day:( It'll be ok you know, somehow it'll just one day be better and I hope that day comes soon for you((hugs))

8/19/2005 5:50 PM  

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